One Month Older
One Month Older Than You Were This year, I shall finally pass you in time. Yet, time only let’s us remember your memory. The memory of you and I in life, When all you breathe now are star-strewn tides.
Wishing still, upon those stars, that you In mystic clouds shall transpire, To divulge unto me the secrets of you For I never could see beyond those eyes. Those vessels of pain, rejected, regret, Yet life bloomed beneath their veil. I felt that deep feeling to give, but never did say, “Je t’aime” to you.
And now, when our time is done and spent, I feel the despair of loss and emptiness. Death leaves us no redemption To say those words we meant. And, as we could not utter love in life, Maybe someday in death we shall.
by Charmaine de Lange